Haiis. Broke up wif my beloved. Been giving him my missy WONG attitude. I'm unreasonable and have a fiery moodswingS. Mind the "S"..u noe every night I been scolding him like hell and when the sun shine I forget my sorrows and tries to be happy. I'm just a selfish brat who ill-treat my baby. Venting my stress and anger on him aint right. Today I broke wif him may be a moment of rashness but honestly I dun intend to patch for the time being. I nid to be alone. I cant breathe, I am too occupied wif studies, work, friends and HIM. Been financially tight too coz I spent too much on my desire items. I wan rebond and dye my hair I wan tis want tat but I got no money. Wth. I shld hv perm my bloody hair in the 1st palce and now I regret like hell. Nature is the best after all. I think I am nuts coz I hv been rather NUMB after the brokeup. I didnt cry as expected and I am rather calm. Mabe I am tired already. Nid a break have a kit kat. L0L. NOT FUNNY. See I am being lame, think I hv gone INSANE. Too numb to cry. He only loves maple. After all, we noe in maple de. Mabe dats the work our love works like. He dotes and loves mi lots! But when he play maple he can jolly well dun mit mi. He is OBSESSED in the fucking game. He said he miss mi lots ask mi go find him. But when he starts to play the stupid game he shut mi off. And this shuts our love too.. too sad for words..*


I love you. I really do. But I am to stressed up and I realli nid a break..hope u understand mi. I dun really think we can last so long. After all ur on bond for 10 years. 10 years to mi is all my precious time and I cant even hv fun..mabe to you I am selfish but hv u really spare a thought for mi when ur mapling all the way?

I FUCKING DETEST MAPLE.